jananikki

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 21:24:39 GMT

Name 20 people you know...

1. chelsea heathaa frank

2. jes

3. traci

4. adam scott

5. michael j. morgan

6. joe

7. wade

8. jessica ramos

9. susan

10. tom

11. johnny k

12. shanna

13. erica

14. shari

15. alyssa

16. stephani

17. justin

18. anthony

19. nicky C

20. steve keyes!

How did you meet number 13?
jessica's sister

What would you do if you never met number 5?
i wouldnt laugh as much as i do now

What do you honestly think of number 10?
hes such a handsome young lad. gorgeous. in a band. amazing. peace

have number 8 and number 19 ever dated?
jess and nick? no?

have you ever liked number 6?
he liked me

If number 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know?
shes my best friend and always will be

would number 2 and number 11 make a good couple?
"they would, i think they would actually" --chelseaheathaa

describe number 7 in three words.
wade. beautiful. luscious. dandy

Would number 16 and number 17 make a lovely couple?
no. not a chance.

Tell me something humiliating about number 18.
he ripped his pants yesterday. and everyone saw his crack. but so did chelsea. so its all good.

Do you know any of number 3's family members?
her daddy is carazay, her brothers hot, her moms cute, her dogs like sex. her grandmas like peace nig.

What's number 20's favorite color?
red because its on his away message.

on a scale of 1-10 how cute is number 14?
oh so cute.

what would you do if Number 4 just professed their undying love for you?
dot dot dot. "leave it a mystery" -chelsea

what language does Number 15 speak?
shes in her own world, i really know the language well.

who is number 9 going out with ?
well, no one right this moment.

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 20:34:47 GMT

i havent updated in forever!

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 04:37:25 GMT

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?: a poem and a song

3) What song makes you cry?: colorblind, evanescence, someones watching over me

4) What song makes you happy? fallendale!

5) What do you like to listen to before bed? xtina aguilera

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'3
HAIR COLOR: blonde

SKIN COLOR: tan
EYE COLOR: green
PIERCINGS: yes
TATTOOS: no

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: vickyy secrets boyshorts [pink with blue polka dots]
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: none
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: baskin robbins yogurt
WHAT’S THE WEATHER LIKE?: cold
HOW ARE YOU?: not the best

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: ehh sometimes

HAVE A BAD HABIT?: biting my nails
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: no

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: roseanne, cosby, nick@nite
CONDITIONER: pantene proV
BOOK: gossip girls
MAGAZINE: seventeen, teen vouge,
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Diet Coke with Lemon
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: fruityyyy kinds, hipnotic, beer, everything=P
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: chill w/ friends, sleepovers, parties, sing
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: xtina aguilera, kelly clarkson, alicia keys
BROKEN THE LAW: ..yess
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope, too scared
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: a lot of times
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: No but thats fucking awesome! can we!?
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: millions..
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: noo

USED YOUR PARENTS’ CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yassss
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: ya..
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: mmm i love baths but no
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yesssssssss!
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: always<333 forever?!

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: =X
GIRLFRIEND: samara tager..lesbian lovers for life! SEXUALITY: straight, but bisexual when drunk =P [or not drunk] haha jk!
CHILDREN: sureeeeeeee
CURRENT CRUSH: yupppppppppppp baby
BEEN IN LOVE?: once before
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: it took a LONG time
BEEN HURT?: yup
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: ive got a few
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: NOOO
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: xtina?
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: tickle me pink!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: being around my bestests<333
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: brandon, and all my bestfriends, rissa, jess, jess<333 all my love! jen..mike!!! love being w/ them..jolls. samiiii<333333333 everyone, ceh<333 jay stephh shariii alyyyy, ADAM! makes me happppppyyyyyyyyyy ..traciii!!
WHAT’S THE NEXT CD YOU’RE GONNA GET?: i dont get cds, ipod? download?
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: samara, adam, bruce, linz, jess, rissa, jess, jay, shari, steph, jen, ceh, all my loversssssssss traciii
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: singggggggg

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: last night
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: i dont remember

YOU GOT E-MAIL: i hate email
THING YOU PURCHASED: baskin robbinsssssss wit rissy
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: nick
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: hitch

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: aww =[ use protection!
TEENAGE SMOKING: i dont like smokinggg but i deal w/ it. because my friends feel the need to bake out my house =P
SPICE GIRLS: i love the spice girls !!
DREAMS: dreamsssss ..arent that far away afterall*<333

jjs! ..bittchesss

wutuppp chicken kickers. tonight was fun. lapi, baskin w/ risssyyy..supposed to chill w/ bex. adam, jess, random people. =[ but lazy bums. cuz i went to sleep at 5. so i woke up at like 2 45. these past weeks, been chillen w/ my nagggerssssssssss <333

for lifeee

xoxoox

mwaaaaaaaaaa

..5 day weekend!

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 13:40:05 GMT

well school has been okay whatever. & wed was our last day at school ..5 day weekend! anyways. on wednesday i hung out with jess rissa n jess. they were baking out my bathroom. haha it was really funny. then brucie came over to my dads house. and we were starving so we had "jhery" come over. haha..he brought dunkin. but it was the wrong stuff. cuz when he came. him and bruce went to get it so..we ordered dominoes that decided to come at 3 in the morning. then jhery left. and it was just me brucie rissa jess n jess. it was sooo fun though haha crazy night. we were insane. alchohol is really fun. haha so they all slept over. in the morning. my mom comes in the house, she didnt even know we were sleeping there, because she dropped me off at jessica's house. and then we decided to go to my dads house cuz he was in jersey! so we had the house to our selves. so..my mom comes in in the morning and shes like "what are you doing here" haha..and she shut off the tv. which the night b4 we rented 10 dollar porn on tv. haha so my mom sees that. i told her that jhery did it. lol. but yeah, anyways. it was soo funny. then my mom left. and we all just slept, and hung out. watched final destination. then jess o. went home, to get ready. and it was me jess n brucie. we just chilled. rissa went home at like 7 in the morning. then after final destination, my mom came home around 1. we dropped them home. and i went to the orthodontist! haha..then came home. and went to the diner with becky. i love her! ..it was so funny. saw jess n shanna there! <33them. and then we waited for my mom forever. then beck had to go to temple. so we dropped her off. and i went to my dads house. and my sister came to visit! ahh..so i hung out with her for a while. and then we picked up jess d. again and ..my dad amanda me n jess went to lapi. and jess o. was dropped off at la pi. after they ate. we went to jackie feldmans house! ..haha rented porn! fucking funny. she gets free porn! stayed there till 11. then fucking walked home cuz they wouldnt sleep there. wow, we encountered something new ahaha<33..but anyways. as we were walking. brandon and his friends would only pick us up if 1 of them gave his friend head haha. but then my mom i called her, and we couldnt get traci. =[ but yeah. we all came back to jess's. ate pretzels, chilled, talked. put in movies, but never watched it. i was kicked out of the bed haha..and now they are sleeping still so ill prolly throw water on them or something. but its really early. its like almost 9. today dont know whats happening. maybe going to breakfast with them. and then, chillen with my sister<33 shes hot. -the hottest 6 year old in life<33

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 06:34:58 GMT

A - Age you got your first kiss: ..my first kiss on the lips-was in kindergarden!<3

B - Band listening to right now: none

C - Crush: ..you<3

D - Dad's name: allan jay

E - Easiest person to talk to: traci & jess

F - Favorite bands at the moment: yellowcard,

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears? gummy bears

H - Hometown: plainview

I - Instruments: ..my voice

J- Junior High: mattlin

K - Kids you wanna have: a girl & a boy. girl name; taylor boy name; tyler

L - Longest car ride ever: ..to my sister in jersey =[

mom's name: Robin

N - Nicknames: janz, jananikki, rabbi, rabinowitz, doorknob, blondie, jana banana & more..

O - One wish: to be a singer with my lovers<3

P - Phobia[s]: heights

Q - Quote: When you want to give up on someone, remember why you held on for so long

R - Reason to smile: meeting xtina!! ..yea jayybunni

S - Song: immmmm stilll waiiittinnn for you tooo be the onee im waitin forrrr haha jess BUD jen n mike!

T - Time you woke up [today]: 1130? ..no school for me?

U - Unknown fact about me: im a vegetarian

V - Vegetable you hate: i dont hate any?

W - Worst habit(s): biting my nails

X - X-rays you've had: when ashpierno broke my foot? haha

Y - Yummy food: cpk, spinich artichoke dip

Z - Zodiac sign: sagitarrius

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 06:02:30 GMT

today, one year ago. suzanne lang passed away. she was a godsend, and taken too fast. she means everything to me. i remember, every day being long, and i was always hating the fact i never knew what condition you were in, if you were still struggling, or breathing on your own. you had so many dreams. and i just wish i could give you everything you ever asked for. im so greatful to have you. you were like my big sister. you were the only person that believed in me. and understood me. because im alot of the time, misunderstood. people have wrong perceptions of who i really am. suzanne was not just an amazing women to me but to anyone anywhere. always laughing, and always smiling. she was never one to give up. i remember going to cpk with her. and then she went through radiation so she wasnt allowed to eat spinich artichoke dip because of her kimo. so, she told me that when she made it through, we would go together and eat so much of it. when you died, i cant even describe how i felt. i never became so attached to someone like i was to you. you were always one to make me feel better, or calm me down, understand where im coming from, and i could tell you anything. theres so many people in life, that dont appreciate what they have. and the little you had, you still always kept up and running, shopping at amazing stores, buying gorgeous clothes, because of your amazing style, and way of life. you took life as it came. you dont deserve all that has happened to you. i wish i could just tell you goodbye, and let you know i think about you all the time. night and day. some things i keep to myself, because the only person i could ever talk to was you. when my friends would forget me, or betray me, you were always my friend. my big sister, my heart, my life, and my everything. meeting you was one of the best things for me, and in my life. i wish i could let you know this is how i feel about you. it hurts so bad knowing i cant just pick up a phone and call you or know youll be at my house, when i get home from school. or when we went to dinner with shanna, and we didnt care who was looking at us. we just laughed. That was us. Youll always be in my heart, and ill always remember the good times. and the way you were. atleast i know you'll always be with me in spirit. your my angel from above. thank you for always being there, and helping me up when i fell down. i loved you then, now and till forever. rest in peace Suzanne.

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 23:12:45 GMT

1. FULL NAME: Jana Nicole Rabinowitz
2. NICKNAMES: rabbi, janz
3. WEIGHT: 108-9

4. HEIGHT: 5'3
5. HAIR: blonde
6. SIBLINGS: 1 amazing sister
7. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER: i love singing in the shower
8. DO YOU LIKE TO SING ON THE TOILET: umm can i sing anywhere? thanks i love singing

9. BIRTH DATE: 12.4.89
10. ADDRESS: wouldnt you like to know
11. CITY: plainview
12. STATE: new york
13. SEX: girl
14. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: righty
15. WHAT DO YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: amazingnessss
16. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED: no
17. DO YOU HAVE YOUR LICENSE: I WISH<3
18. DO YOU HAVE A CAR: ..ummm can i have a car?

*********FAVORITES*********
19. MOVIES: the notebook.butterfly effect.valentine.saw!!!

20. SONGS: xtina aguileraaaaaaa! n jjs's songs!!!!! <333
21.FAVORITE SINGER: christina aguilera
22. TV SHOW(s): the oc, spongebob!!!!! roseanne
23. ACTOR:
24. ACTRESS: catherine zeta jones
25. FOOD: spinich artichoke dip
26. NUMBER: 4
27. CARTOON: spongebob
28. DISNEY CHARACTER: pooooh

*********LOVE LIFE ETC*********
29. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
30. HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST CHILD: idk?
31. HOW OLD DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED?: ..20's?
32. WOULD YOU HAVE KIDS BEFORE MARRIAGE: nah
33. DO YOU HAVE A BF/GF: not ..yet
34. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH: yes i do.
35: GUYS/GIRLS: guys
36. YELLOW/ORANGE: yellow
37. GREEN/BLUE: blue
38. PINK/PURPLE: pink
39. SUMMER/WINTER: summer
40. NIGHT/DAY: night
41. HANGIN OUT/CHILLIN: whichever?
42.DOPEY/FUNNY: funny

*********ALL ABOUT YOU*********
43. WEIRD SAYING: condemned.random. ya know those..
44. FAVORITE SAYING: can you like not thanks? bye
45. WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO: jfk
46. HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN DRUGS: nope
47. WHAT'S A MAJOR TURN ON FOR YOU: personality DEF
48. HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO ON A FIRST DATE: ...depends on how its going
*********THE PERSON YOU KNOW WHO IS*********
49. MOST BLONDE: ..hmmm alyssa/steph

50. BEST PERSON: my loves<33
51. NICEST: erica, linz!
52. FUNNIEST: jessicaaaaaaaaa
53. STRANGEST: .....erica!!!!
54. WHICH 6 PEOPLE ARE YOU OPEN WITH AND TRUST THE MOST?: i dont know who i could trust anymore..traci!!!!!!!!!!! <-----i love ya
55. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOUL MATES: i love it
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED OR GOT TEARY ABOUT: ..well..yesterday. because i love my best friends, and this is a pretty good time for them to be there for me. ill always be there for them<333
57. ARE YOU HAPPY: ...i wish i was happier
58. WHAT IS AN OBJECT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT: the computer
59. LOVE OR LUST: Love
60.TRUST OR HONESTY: trusttttt
61. SILVER OR GOLD: silver
62. DIAMOND OR PEARL: diamonds!
63. SUNSET OR SUNRISE: sunset
64. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: hahah nahhhh
65. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS OR REGULAR ANIMALS: my baby bailz!
66. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS: yuppp..ears, getting belly button
67. WHAT COLOR UNDIES/BOXERS/BREIFS ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW: pink with purple bow!
68. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: come on over.christina aguilera
69. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER: 4585
70. WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON: beautiful tropical place
71. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX: showoffs
72:WHAT'S YOUR FAVORTIE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: oh man

73. FAVORITE SPORT: iDkk
74. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: friends...singing
75. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET: idk?
76. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES: nope
77. WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: trust NOONE
78. HAVE YOU EVER WON ANY SPECIAL AWARDS: yea
79. WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE GOALS: to become a singer .. jjs <3

80. WORST SICKNESS YOU EVER HAD: larigitussssssssss
81. DO YOU LIKE FUNNY OR SCARY MOVIES BETTER: scary

82. ON THE PHONE OR IN PERSON: in person
83. HUGS OR KISSES: i love bothh
84. WHAT SONG SEEMS TO REFLECT YOU THE MOST: me and jay and shannas songs
85. MICHAEL JACKSON/R.KELLY: michael! love ya sami

86. DO YOU HAVE ANY ENEMIES: ....

87. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR: heightss
88. WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR FAMOUS: famous!!!!!!
89: IF YOU DIED TOMORROW- WHO WOULD YOU LEAVE EVERYTHING TO?: i hate this topic
90. IF YOU HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THAT TIME WITH: my bestest but i hate talkin about it..

91. DO YOU WANNA DIE IN YOUR SLEEP OR A DIFFERENT WAY: omgodddddd
92. IF E.T. KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR HOLDING UP A PEACE SIGN ASKING TO USE YOUR PHONE WHAT WOULD YOU DO: ...whoa fucking cool haha

93. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THE PERSON YOU LIKED: today...
94. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: puppy
95:WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL: puppyyyyy
96. ARE YOU AN ALCOHOLIC: naaaa 1nce in a while
97.. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU: stole it from amanda, obvs

98.. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT PERSON: shes pretty cool =]
99.WHEN DID YOU BECOME FRIENDS: umm random questionsssss
100. DID YOU LIKE THIS SURVEY: sure w/e

stole from amanda<3

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 10:36:08 GMT

stole from amandaaaaa

// GETTING READY //
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up? brush my teeth, wash my face, do my hair, shower..
02. Anything unusual? not really
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school? sometimes
04. Do you try your best to look cute for school? i dont really try

// SCHOOL //
01. What color is your backpack? i dont use one
02. Do you try your best when it comes to school work? when i apply myself, i do my best.
03. Do you listen or doodle? doodle, n listen. its called adderall!
04. Be quiet? never..
05. Do you eat your cafeteria food, or go out? dont eat that shitttttttt
06. What do you do right when schools over? go online and myspace it
// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable? sometimes
02. Happy? thats when im lucky
03. Tired? maybe
04. LEAVE ME ALONE? ehh

// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes? always
02. What are some hobbies of yours? friends,movies,partying,chillen,singing
03. Do you collect anything? ..pictures,cuz i make albums
04. What do you do in your spare time? whatever?
05. Are you in love, or at least falling? ..hmm

// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed? watch nick,shower,bath,fone with brandon
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"? i dont think so
03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.) depends
04. Do you like your life? most of the time

// FAVS //
Song: colorblind, over, im okay, empty apartment, wow theres 2 many
Movie: the notebook, saw, the butterfly effect, cruel intentions
Food: spin artichoke dip. smores, brownies
Thing to do in spare time: go online, workout
Color: pinkkkkky
TV show: roseanne fuck yes
Alcohol: smirinofffff
Vacation Spot: cruise..! <3
Sport: ..um cheerleading?
Place to shop: hollister, abercrombie!!
Actor: idkkkkkk
Actress: idkkk
Friend: i have my few true best friends..
Toothpaste: aquafresh
Shampoo: pantene, neutrogena triple moisture

// WHICH ONE //
Basketball/Football: football
Day/Night: def the night
Brad Pitt/Ben Affleck: brad pitt.
1 Pillow/2 pillows: 1 pillow, or none!?
Dog/Cat: dog
Florida/Hawaii: hawaii.
Candy/Flowers: flowers
Necklace/Bracelet: necklace
Vanillia/Chocolate: chocolate
Kisses/Hugs: kisses N hugs!
Ice Cream/Yogurt: FROZENyogurt
Pepsi/Coke: diet coke
Short Hair/Long Hair: long
Cookies/Brownies: brownies

// DO YOU... //
have cable: yup
watch mtv: yes
watch vh1: yes
have braces: gettin them off like in a day..i dont have bottom braces anymore though =)
have freckles: naaa
like cookies: mm..yum
sleep with a stuffed animal: naaaaaaah
have a watch: def not
sing in the shower: more like sing everywhere
carry a wallet: nah
currently have a crush: yup
have a cell phone: yeahh
have a photo album: 8 albums, and 1 scrapbook. <-bffae
believe in God: yes
think the devil exists: sure
wear jewelry: all the time
like to drink water: love in susans mugs!
drive: not yet
have a best friend: yes i do ..my bestfriends r my LIFE!

// HAVE YOU... //
failed your driving test: no
gotten in a car accident: nope
broken any bones: my foot.when ash fell on it, thanks pierno!!
gotten drunk: yep
cheated on a test: yeah
beat up anybody: mhm..
gotten beat up: yup
done drugs: nope.
taken a dance class: yess
gone to summer camp: yupp.ceh <3much love<3
been on a roller coaster: not a real one!

Last cuss word uttered: fuckin
Last beverage drank: snapple
Last food eaten: choc.chip cookies
Last crush: still the same..
Last phone call: adam
Last tv show watched: rosanne
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: sneakers
Last cd played: brand new -at jens
Last item bought: food at diner
Last downloaded: over -lindsey lohan
Last car ride: .stephs daddy!
Last good cry: ..good cry. theres no good ones. today..
Last movie seen: the notebook
Last book read: dr
Last annoyance: fighting, my computer
Last disappointment: dallara!
Last soda drank: diet coke
Last sleep: dk
Last IM: seda, adam
Last ice cream eaten: baskin's..frozen yogurt
Last time amused: @ steph n jay at the diner!
Last time wanting to die: i hate this topic.
Last time in love: ..9th grade
Last time hugged: too seconds, ago. in the freezing cold [iloveu adam]
Last underwear worn: gstring
Last shirt worn: teal tank
Last pants worn: hollister jeans
Last belt worn: none
Jewelry worn daily: 1 ring, necklace
Last poster looked at: dont have a poster
Last show attended: ADAMS! duhhhh fallendale

// SOCIAL LIFE //
BoyfriendGirlfriend: ..none
Hobbies: partyingggggggg
Pager: cellular would be nice =] 4281097
Are you the center of attention: sometimes
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: cant choose
Do you have a job: me? hah thats a laugh
Do you go to church: jewishhhhhh but when i go with aly, i love it

// PERSONAL //
Who's your role model: xtina aguilera
Pet peeves: fake assholes, sluts, makeup, talking shit, gossip =)
Ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: noooo diff every time
Ever been cheated on: YES! ugh, fuck you!
Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
Do you want to get married: yeah
Do you want to have kids: yeah
Are you happy with who you are: yea
Are you happy with your life: mmm....hmm?
If you could change one thing in your life right now, what would it be: whats happening in fucking school, my parents, my absenses!!!!

<33333333 love you

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 20:12:36 GMT

whats been going on lately hmm

well i havent really updated, like i used to. because livejournal used to be my life. but, ive actually been addicted & real attached to myspace. its cooler. =] anyways, this weekend was awesome. jens sweet sixteen. we partied with oneday. it was really fun. we took random pics with random people? and um yea, we were with the corster! and randi slept over the night b4. we chilled at true value. but she didnt go to jens. anyways, at jens it was susan cor me and jamie. um and yes, hah then after, sleepover with susan was awesome. we watched the terminal. we love gupta<3 and we made spin dip. then her grandma was a crazy animal. and i left. i bother her. haha. then--monday not much happened, tuesday didnt go to school, wed. half day. didnt do much. supposed to record with jess and shanna, but jay couldnt, and shanna didnt come to school? what was the point .anyways, im bored. i g2g bye <3

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 02:29:20 GMT

*LOVE, SEX AND ROMANCE QUIZ*
Name:	Jana
Birthdate:	December 4th
Hair:	Blonde
Eyes:	Green
Height:	5'3
Gender:	Girl
How many true relationships have you had?:	1
Have you ever been in love?:	once
What's your idea of a perfect date?:	walking on a boardwalk& the beach at night, just talking..after an amazing dinner =]
Where's your favorite place to be kissed?:	my neck, my stomach, my lips
How many sexual partners have you had?:	none
How many people have you kissed?:	..the ones that really meant something
Do you like to make the first move?:	sometimes
Are you a snuggler?:	omgosh. yes
Do you kiss on the first date?:	..i try not to, first i find out if they really want to be with me
Where is the best place you've ever hooked up?:	on a cruise in front of millions of people!! ahh.samara..great times. love getting caught hooking up with YOU?!! whatttt?
Do you consider yourself to be romantic?:	im sooo romantic..
Are you an angel or a devil in the sack?:	i can be whatever you want me to be ;-]
Would you ever pay someone for sex?:	nope
Would you ever let someone pay YOU for sex?:	sorry
Do you keep your eyes open when you kiss?:	almost always =D
What was your most embarrassing sexual moment?:	hahahahahahaha
Have your parents ever caught you in a compromising position?:	nope
Have you ever performed a striptease?:	maybeeee
How about a lapdance?:	nah
Have you ever received a lapdance?:	surely haha [joke]
Do you like sexual contact?:
Are you straight, gay or bi?:	straight
Have you ever made out with a member of the opposite sex?:	FUCKKKKKKKKKKK YESSS
Are you a giver or a taker?:	giver..
What do you look for in a girlfriend/boyfriend?:	someone who is genuine. someone whos not embarrased to be seen with me. someone who doesnt use me for ass. or cheat on me with anyone. someone i can trust. someone i can tell anything to. someone that likes LONG serious relationships, and not just fooling around. someone who can HOLD a conversation for more than 2 minutes. someone whos interesting, and someone whos funny, and loving, and someone who amazes me with everything he does..and someone who will hold me in their arms, and cuddle and want to be with me, and think about me, like i think about him..
Do you think you've met the person you'll spend the rest of your life with?:	i thought i did
Do you know who your bridesmaids and groomsmen would be?:	oh definately.
Have you ever regretted a hook-up?:	nope. because-i only kiss when i know its real.
Have you ever cheated on a significant other?:	nope, they cheated on me.
Have you ever hooked-up with someone already in a relationship?:	they wanted me to. but NEVER, because i know i wouldnt like it, if i was the other girl. and i have been that other girl.
Have you ever cried over a member of the opposite sex?:	soo badly
Have you ever had your heart broken?:	yes..
Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?:	no
Would you date or marry someone if your parents didn't accept them?:	yes
How about if your friends didn't accept them?:	yes..if i love them.im not going to let them go?
What's the worst relationship you ever had?:	when the one guy i was in love with, completely forgot about me-but told me i was the one person he'd never forget?
Have you ever done anything sexual while on the road?:	nah, sounds tempting
Would you kiss someone if you didn't love them?:	never
Who told you all about sex?:	my friends,tv haha idk actually
Are you always horny?:	when im with him..
Are you a flirt?:	yup
Are you a tease?:	NO I AM NOT A COCKTEASE, SAMARA RAE TAGER!!
Do you prefer to chase or BE chased?:	both
Do you prefer morning or evening hook-ups?:	evening
Have you ever pulled an all-nighter with a member of the opposite sex, and woke up in each others arms?:	yes..=[ dont remind me
How old were you at the age of your first kiss?:	omgod like 2 haha..it was only 'play'
How old were you when you lost your virginity?:	i didnt
Do you sometimes wish you could change that?:	nope
Do you enjoy being in a relationship?:	i love it
Are you currently in one?:	i should be =[
Have anyone ever fallen in love with you?:	yes
Have you ever said "I Love You" and not meant it?:	never
Are you "noisy" when you get heated?:	wow.what a way with words. haha =] ..if only you knew
What is your kissing pet peeve?:	well..lets put it this way, when i kiss someone,its obviously someone i want to kiss.you cant kiss me too hard.i love passionate kisses =]
Do you think you're a good kisser?:	well..you can ask sami. haha so many memories i fucking love you
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 20:58:06 GMT

linz came to school with me yesterday haha it was pretty fun!! <3 i love you linz. then justin me linz n bruce went to bruces watched a movie. then went to true value. to keep shanna company. hung w/ shanna and danny. stayed there for a long time and when time was about to be up. her mom caught me there! ahhhhh ..then she took her and i dont know whats going to happen =[ .. i love you shanna <3 then ..bruce me and justin went to bruces, met up with matt and this kid mike. hung out w/ them here at my dads. everyone was gettin fucked up. pretty funny. then they left. linz and i were doin stuff idk. then - sean snuck out at like 2 in the morning haha and linz was sleeping all this shit went down. like the guys breaking my garage door, and my front door thats pretty hot. dont ya think? then sean was tryin to wake linz up. and you cant wake linz up for shit or she'll fuckin murder you ahh...scary shit. haha and then my dad came home finally. took us to the diner. after a little fighting to get her up. and then the diner was closing in 10 minutes, and ihop was closed. and then we went to dunkin haha and then drove sean home. operation sneak out was a success. your hott i love yaa sean<3 ..then we went to sleep in the living room and linz is still sleeping. yup its 4 in the afternoon. adams show is in 2 hours! <3333 ..maybe hanging w/ susan. not going 2 sing. no more tickets left. aaight peace, i gotta deal w/ the linz bitch and wake her up. this wont be pretty. even though shes gorgeous <3

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 02:14:29 GMT

hey havent updated in soooo long. whats been going on lately. fights with my parents. but they actually just got me another digital camera and an ipod! so im happy. and greatful. i guess. i didnt go to school today, and then finally mary took me 7th period because i knew bass wanted me their 8th. tryed to make him happy? and also, 9th i had an appointment with streim and jessica and shanna!! it was so cool. he put music behind our song. it was fun and amazing to hear our songs with music behind it. soon, our songs will be copywritten. we are really excited. singing is our lives. i dont think i go a day without singing. i even think about it sometimes. if i cant sing, or like sing in my head haha. okay adams my best friend in the world and i love him <33 .. me and shanna hung out with him the other day. and we finished midterms. uhmm..who passed everyone except global..! me! and i got one of the best grades on the essay in english and a really high grade in spanish. and with mr. wards teaching skills. i am very lucky to pass his midterm! but i pretty much knew it all. um, then today i hung out with traci, shes so adorable. shes exactly like me. wow. i hate people that arent genuine. brandon and i were on the phone last night. and it really sucks about something that happened, im so upset, how am i to change my feelings just like that? linz is coming to school with me friday most def! this time. haha. um what eles? i love my friends. the other day susan came over. finally ate smores..mm yummy. and then, we went to the diner and met up with jay and shanna. it was fun..haha they wanted to kick us out so bad. and we saw our bestest friend in the world. brucie<33..aww and james left. i got to see him at the movies, when HE AND SHANNA hooked up! whoaaa haha. i was with james, shanna, andrew and sean. linz wish you were there. or melanie. ugh such drama. paaaaaaleseeeee keep me out of this shit. i dont need it. well im puttin more on my ipod. soon to be on the phone with brandon and maybe adam soon to listen to his new song. k im obsessed. i love you <3

"how do you feel about that?"

haha shanna and jessica. -jjs- HELL YEAHHHHHH

bffaeae..

peaceeeeeeeee nig

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 02:13:46 GMT

"how do you feel about that?"

haha shanna and jessica. -jjs- HELL YEAHHHHHH

bffaeae..

peaceeeeeeeee nig

<33 janaaaaa nikki

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 23:12:56 GMT

Last Time You

Really Smiled: this weekend..andrew =]

Laughed: with alyssa
Cried: the 18th..it was 10 months
Danced: whenever
Drank: saturday
Smoked: nahhhh
Watched your favorite movie: with my favorite person, jessica "but im a cheerleader" haha jkjk
Had a nightmare: when pen*k n shanna like stole things? weird.
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: today
Last thing you ate: yumm hot chocolate n egg n cheese bagel from dunkin

Regular Shit
Name: jana
Do you like it?: hmm idk?
Nicknames: janz, jan, rabbi, whore (<-love u lynz!)
Screen names: janz489
Birthday: dec 4
Sign: sagitterius
Location: plainview ny
School: jfk
Status: ..no1 now
Crush: i like u =]
Natural hair color: blonde
Current hair color: blonde
Eye color: green
Height: 5'3
Birthplace: li?
Shoe size: 4,5,6,7 lol? depends

Family
Parents: physcotic
Siblings: amanda
Live with: mom in 1 house, dad in another
Favorite relative: amanda

Favorites
Number: 4
Color: pink
Day: Fri / saturday
Month: summer months
Songs: behind these hazel eyes, because of you, beautiful disaster - kelly clarkson . anything ever written by christina aguilera!
Movie: valentine, butterfly effect
Food: spinich artichoke dip..so many memories haha
Season: summer
Class: science haha oo yea..prolly math i love my math class!!
Teacher: MR PALTROWITZ! love him ! =]
Drink: wine coolers!! diet coke
Veggie: cucumber random..
TV Show: nick@nite, anything on nick. um the oc ..wb shows anything
Radio Station: z100
Animal: puppy
Flower: roses
State: hmm..i love new york!

Love and Relationships
Do you have a bf/gf?: no
Do you have a crush?: yea
How long have you liked him/her?: this weekend =]
Why do you like this person?: i think i found a guy not looking for the ass. but maybe for something eles?
How long was your longest relationship?: 5 months. idk
How long was your shortest relationship?: like 2 days
Who was your first love?: rather not bring up the past..=[
What do you miss about them?: everything

The Past
What is the one thing you would change about your past?: KISS HIM
Last thing you saw: my puppy
Last thing you heard: shannas voice from true value
Last thing you said: behind these hazel eyes..here i am once again im torn into pieces cant deny...-haha im singingggggggg..kelly clarkson

The Present
What are you wearing: towel becuz i might take a bubblebath =]
What are you doing?: this, gettin ready to go to kaytis, dinner with meg n kayti? adams show!
Who are you talking to?: kayti n meg
What song are you listening to?: behind these hazel eyes
Where are you?: my room
Are you online?: yes
How are you feeling?: sad -its been 10 months since ive since your pretty face-

Future
What day is it tomorrow?: saturday
What are you going to do after this?: go to kaytis
Who are you going to talk to?: meg n kayti
Where are you going to go?: dinner with the girls n ADAMS CONCERT!
How old will you be when you graduate?: hmm idknow
What are you going to do?: sing
What do you wanna be?: sing
What is one of your dreams?: me + jay + shanna = be singers?
Where will you be in 25 years?: idknow

Who..
Makes you laugh the most: susan fucking herrmann
Makes you smile: my friends
Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: andrew
Has a crush on you: hmm =]
So do you date? yes
Have you ever have a 3-some?: nope but if your up for it?
date older guys?: yeaa
Do you have a crush on: him
Can make you feel better no matter what: susan katherine herrmann.

n my campfriends! n all my bffs!

Have You..
Fallen for your best friend?: yes
Made out with JUST a friend?: yes
Been rejected?: yupp
Been in love?: once before
Been in lust?: sure thing
Used someone?: NO FUCKING WAY
Been used?: you fucking asshole
Cheated on someone?: nope i fucking hate that
Been cheated on?: by a fucking worthless piece of ass
Been the other girl: yup..
Been kissed? mmhmm mwaaaaaaaaa
Done something you regret?: yup.

Who Was The Last Person..
You touched?: my puppy
You talked to?: fagass mom
You hugged?: alyss
You instant messaged?: kayti
You kissed?: :)
Yelled at?: fucking gayyyyyy parents
You laughed with?: alyssa...
Who broke your heart?: the one and only
Who told you they loved you?: ..same guy

Other
Do you write in cursive or print?: both
Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty
What is your sexual preference?: i like guys ..wuts this mean?!
What piercings do you have?: ears
Have any tattoos? no
Do you drive?: negatory
Do you have glasses or braces?: braces
Did you like this survey?: loved it

Physical Appearance
What do you most like about your body?: my green eyes
How many fillings do you have?: none
Do you think you're good looking?: nah
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: yea ..dk why
Do you look like any celebrities?: christina!!! in some pics haha i love her <33
Do you wear a watch?: i cant tell time. lol
How many coats and jackets do you own?: alot ?
Favorite pants/skirt color?: light hollister / abercrombie skirts
Most expensive item of clothing?: my clothes? lol
Most treasured?: my favorite pink shirt!
What kind of shoes do you wear?: puma
Describe your style in one word: PREPPY

ive gotta admit

havent written in a while. um cool this weekend was awesome. i have pics to proove it haha ill put them on later. andrew randi me sean all these other random people...sleepover at seans =] had fun..haha..then mall with linz randi n susan. panera bread. why do i always throw out the forks and stuff im not supposed to throw out haha. cuz im cool thats why anyways. vicccccky secrets was fun with the random bunnies. then bruce met upp it was an awesome weekend. then this week is already over and im gettin ready to go to kaytis wit meg ..then to my bestest friend in the entire worlds show.. adams =] LoVe YoU<3

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 21:36:02 GMT

hey. okay cool so 2 days ago. my bus was like there! and i had to make the bus cuz my dad was in brooklyn with my grandpa and my mom dropped me off there and was on her way to work. so i grabbed my adderal..meaning the bottle and i was like well ill take it in school. turns out me and lital were sent to islc haha..oh, btw we also established that we've been in that room so many fucking times but never together haha we're gonna do something! but anyways, we had to do this thing for mr. bass? so we went there. so i wound up taking my medicine 2nd period, in harple. so everything was aright. the day went on, cool. then, around 6th period, i went to the nurse with shanna, she wasnt feeling good and i went to keep her company. so then i was like hmm. ill show the nurse the pills now. so yea, i took the bottle of pills out of my bag. and then i told them that my mom wanted me to keep a few here, just in case i forget to take it in the morning. so the nurse was like you need to fill out this form and your doctor needs to sign it. and she also mentioned that i cant carry those pills around school because its a controlled substance, and god forbid someone took it that didnt need it. lol so anyways, i was like cool you can have it. i didnt care if she was holding my pills or not. so the nurse, and i called my mom and i told her that i had no time to take it, so i brought it to school. so my mom was like okay, but you need to take it the next morning, so the nurse told my mom that she will give the pills back to me 8th period. and i was like okay and my mom was like make sure, my daughter comes home with those pills! and she was like okay okay. so then, going on with my dad, as usual. the usual bullshit, the walking on different sides of the halls when im with shanna. security guards dont care anymore anyways. it was like a 2 day thing lol. oh and for people reading this that dont know what im talking about is like me and shanna cant be seen together in school cuz of our fagass parents. and all this other bullshit that goes along with it. so anyways, its 8th period and mr bass wouldnt let me go out to the nurse but that was okay cuz i was like im gonna 9th period. so its 9th period and i went with aly steph and kayti to a science room to ask a teacher a question, and then we went into the cafeteria to put our stuff down but we were going to the nurse right then and i turn around and i see like a few security guards, and im like whoa, okay cool like whats going on. and they were like you need to go to the nurse, and im like i know? lol. so anyways, they were like you need to go to the nurse now and im like im going. and they made it like i was in trouble. but obviously that was their asumption. because im jana rabinowitz, and theres all these gay rumors and thoughts about me that arent even true! so then, they were like ON TOP OF ME! thisclosetome. and i was like can you please back away im going to the nurse. so they were like you need to be escorted down to the nurse and im like WHY!? all im doing is getting pills that my mom asked me to get, and she told me she would give them to me but i couldnt go 8th so i was going 9th. and it was like only 5 minutes into the period. so i was going. whats the rush? anywho, i went to the nurse, like all confused. what the fuck. i wasnt escorted down. so then my friends and i were waiting but we wanted to leave, and we had to go to a class or something 9th period. so i was like can i have my pills. and then the blonde nurse, was like the brown haired nurse lol i think her name is mrs. spector. who cares anyways. but shes like mrs spector has your pills. and im like okay. that helps. she told me mrs. spector was looking for me? so i was sooo curious and confused. like why is this such a big deal. plus the fact shes not allowed to give me the pills AT ALL during the day but she wanted to give them to me 8th period!? what about if i gave those pills to my friend during my 8th period class or 9th and they started taking those pills as a drug. what would happen then. so i was confused, but she thought she was doing me a favor. i didnt care she had it anyways. so then we waited for mrs. spector the brown haired nurse to come back, and she was like YOU ARE BEING RUDE TO THE SECURITY GUARDS and im like um no im not lol they were on top of me and told me that you wanted me escorted down, so the nurses were like we didnt say you had to be escorted down? so i was like whatever. the security guards or the nurse was lying but i really dont care who was?! they're just pieces of ..yeah well-then i was like can i have the pills. and the thing i dont understand is. if shes going to give me the pills during 8th period, and thats still during school. then why wouldnt she give me the pills now? so she was doing this all out of spite. when my mom directly told me and the nurse on the phone earlier, make sure jana takes those pills home with her. so cool. then i was like really mad, cuz why did a million security guards have to come up to me and tell me to go to the nurse. its not like i was in trouble and its not like it was a life or death situation. i just needed to get pills, and you want to know something. if i forgot to go get the pills, then wouldnt that be my fault, and my doing? and i would just have to suffer the consequences, but it wasnt like that. i was going to the nurse. like right then. my friends all reminded me, and we were literally dropping our stuff off and walking to the nurses office. so then the nurse, was like ya know what your not getting these pills! but my mom told her that i needed to take them home. the thing was ..i think it was pretty f-ing weird, that 82498429 security guards, and she had to literally go to find me as if i was in trouble? like you have no idea how this was. then i was like can i please have the pills and shes like THEY ARE BEING LOCKED UP IN THIS CABINET. and your mom has to get it. your not allowed to have the pills in school. but HOLLLLLLLLLLD YOUR HORSESSS. HOLLLLLLD THE F*Ck UP! she told me to come 8th. not 9th. or 10th. shes not supposed to let me have it in school? right. but she told me to come 8th period and get the pills. now no one sees my point, because all the administrators see when they see me, is lies. and bullshit. and TROUBLE. when really, this school just needs to be on channel 12 news. because i cant take it? and neither can alot of people. the schools like condemned. but anyways, off topic. so yes, i stormed out of there. did not CURSE at the nurse at all. i was upset, and you can hear it in my voice. but i didnt know what the big deal was. like i dont get it at all. shes not allowed to give it to me anyways?! but she wanted to 8th but when i asked 9th. she was like you cant have it in school lol. thats really cool. the school doesnt see my side though. and what really happened. because they think im just sticking up for myself, and making up stories, when really im not. but i really dont care who believes me anymore. i know whats true. so then after this, i did not break 1 single rule. i went "WITHIN THE YELLOW LINES" where your allowed to call your mom. and i also, didnt curse at the nurse or the security guards. this wasnt even an issue. from the moment they told me to go to the nurse, on. i did not say a word to the security guards. so i called my mom and i was telling her that the nurse wont give it to me and she told you she would and i was like this is fucking rediculous. and i was cursing but i wasnt loud and i was on a phone, and i wasnt directly cursing at anyone. i didnt even know the security guard was behind me at all. but i have freedom to say what i feel? plus my mom was mad. and i have freedom to talk on a phone within the yellow lines. now the security guard was listening in on my private phone conversation with my mom. which is wrong. she like told the nurse or had the nurse listen through the walkie talkie. which is wrong, and rude and not appropriate but who cares. they are adults. and whos the principle going to believe me, or them. haha a teacher could rape me, and id get in trouble. now is there something wrong with that? i think theres a bit of a problem? so whatever, i went back into the nurse, and i was like can i have my pills please. and she was like I HEARD YOUR PHONE CONVERSATION. and im like um thanks for listening in. i was right by the doors to go outside. not yelling or screaming. i was on the phone with my mom. i did NOT curse directly at the security guards and the nurse. but-who cares? right. noone. so, then i left. and they were laughing and talking about me-Meaning the NURSES. so just so happens, my BEST FRIEND mike walks in and hes like do you know where jana is because he heard my name in the nurses conversation with other students?! so they were like. Jana Rabinowitz? shes rude, shes disrespectful, YOU SHOULD NOT BE FRIENDS WITH HER! um..now when was it okay for an adult, a teacher, a nurse, anyone to talk about a student to another student. WHO JUST SO HAPPENS IS MY BEST FRIEND. so mike found me and told me when i was getting ready to go on the bus, and i went back into the nurses office, and i was like i dont know who might agree with you that its OKAY for a nurse / adult to be talking about a student to another student. and she didnt say anything and then im like come on mike, and he walked in and i was like, why did you tell him not to be my friend, and talk about me to another student, and why when he walked in the nurses office, he heard you saying all this stuff about me? why was my name used to other students. like my BEST FRIEND mike. so she was like I WAS ANGRY, and i said it. and she admitted it to me!? she had admited she talked about me to other students. WHOAAAAA this is major. i was like i understand if your talking to mr dallara or mr hayward about me, if theres a problem but, you dont talk about me to other students, or ANYONE. and you dont tell me your giving me the pills 8th period and then i come 9th because i couldnt be taken out of math, and your not going to give it to me?! does this like make any sense, to anyone? cuz im a bit confused now. anyways, mike + me + kayti (ALL WITTNESSES) went into talk to mr dallara, but who knows. sometimes he just doodles or falls asleep when im in there, so i really dont know if he quite heard me. but i just talked, but it doesnt matter to anyone. its what the nurse says. what the nurse or a teacher says GOES. hmm. interesting. now mr dallara knows that i can be tough and i scream and i could yell and i could be mean if i wanted to, he knows i could curse. this is not news. but i didnt because i know that i would be the one getting in trouble, NOT the person who should get in trouble, the nurse? right. plus-loose her job for being the nurse she was, and giving me the pills in school, when i can just go sniff the pills or give them out to everyone. a real nurse, would take the pills and make my mom come get them. and i would completely UNDERSTAND. but this wasnt the case. so anyways, the nurse told dallara that i cursed at her, directly and the security guards. and then they wrote me up? for..what though i dont get? for talking to my mom in the cell phone zone, pretty much by the doors to go outside and having people easedrop on me. ADULTS? hmm. they definately have not grown up. sometimes i feel the teachers in this school are the real children. atleast i admit when im wrong, lying or cursing at someone. because, i know that i am, and i know i will get in trouble, so which is worse, getting in trouble for what you did, or getting in trouble for lying about what you did. k well, the answer doesnt even have to be said. but yeah, so i came into school the next day and i was called down to the office. jana, mr hayward wants to suspend you for a day for cursing at the security guards and the nurses. mr dallara says. now, i felt like i was rewinding and wrapped up in the problem with mr paltrowitz, when mr hayward heard one side of the story. MR PALTROWITZ and didnt even hear mine. because what ever mr paltrowitz says, GOES. so i guess its the same thing for all. whatever the teacher says goes. but am i wrong when i say, that when listening to a story you have to hear two sides to a story no matter what. like in the court of law, you cant make a dissicion without hearing both sides out thoroughly. so thank you so much mr hayward for not even talking to me before you made these plans. not even knowing what really happend, and suspending me for that. thank you so much. by the way. if they think i have problems and they are just trying to get rid of me, because they dont want to deal with my problems and troubles anymore, well. thats just great, because if they even thought about putting me somewhere eles, its really funny and rediculous. because, i dont even need any form of special ed. so cool, let them think i have like problems? everyone in our school, pretty much is in resource, and i was tested and they wont even let me, they dont even allow me extra time on tests. ive passed that test about 50 times with flying colors. so cool they dont understand why im not doing good in school. maybe its because i always have to be down there, bringing my problems to them, and dealing with things like this. and nurses, and teachers, and administrators like this. thats the reason. not because i have some freakin problems mentally, physically or socially. because im very smart, and i dont have problems with anyone but these teachers that could seriously get way with anything, with murder. love this school <3 love it. bye

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 12:02:41 GMT

About Yourself
name: jana nikki
gender: female

age: 15
height: 5' 3
color: pink
eye color: green
location: plainview
fears: death, heights

Have you ever.
peed your pants: umm duh ..-this questions amazing for aly and steph =]
cheated on someone: never
fallen off the bed: several fucking times
fallen for a relative: NOT really
had plastic surgery: never
failed a grade: yes
had your heart broken: yup
had a dream come true: .maybe?
done something you regret: many times
cheated on a test: yeah haha
broken a body part: leg? thanks pierno.

Currently
wearin: blue hollister pants, with a white lace top
listenin to: nothing. im going to school in like 2 minutes
chewin: nothing
feelin: random
readin: the anthem..? never picked the book up
located: my room
chattin with: chris migz (its like 6 in the morning lol)
watchin: nothing
should be doing: getting ready for school..
Do you?
brush your teeth: 80 times a day
like anybody: ..yes? and no?
have any piercings: ears
drive: nope
believe in santa claus: aww..im a jew
ever get off the computer: NO
Friends
who is your best: sami,jess,susan,mel,shari,steph,aly
who is the loudest: jessica
who is the shyest: susan
who is the hottest: melanie
who is the dumbest: aly,steph
who is the funniest: jordan
who is the "brainiest": hmm..shari
dou hang out with a certain type: everyone
do you hang out with the opposite sex: definately
do you look up to your friends: yup. thanks girls
are you a good friend: ive gotten better over the years
can you keep a secret: ..usually

The Last Person You.
hugged: campfriends!
gave e-props: some random kid
IMed: chris
talked to on the phone: shanna
yelled at: my mom
fell in love with: ..someone ill never forget

what do you want to be when you grow up: singing! with jay n shann

what was the worst day of your life: i dont like to look back on them
what is your most embarrassing story: hahahahahaha. if only you knew
when was the best day of your life: january 8th !!
what comes first in your life: singing, friends
do you have a boyfriend: nope
if you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them: um wherever?

what do you usually drink before you go to bed: soda?

Favorite
movie: butterfly effect

song of the moment: christina aguilera

store: hollister

sport: cheerleading cuz all my girls do it
vacation spot: tropical islands. duh
ice cream flavor: chocolate

fruit: kiwi, strawberrys
candy: sour stufferz ..like sami haha
holiday: any day we have off from school
day of the week: saturday
color: pink
magazine: teen people
name of a girl: shaniqua

name of a boy: SCOTTY!!
like to give hugs: love to give hugs
like to walk in the rain: if my hair isnt straight..
prefer black or blue pens: black
dress up on Halloween: sometimes.
have a job yep: no
like to travel: love to travel
sleep on your side, tummy, or back: idk? lol
want to marry: OF CORSE
have a goldfish: used to
ever have the "falling" dream: id remember
have stuffed animals: millions
go on vacation: yes

This or That
single or taken: single
simple or complicated: complicated.
law or anarchy: neither
mtv or bet: mtv
7th heaven or Dawson’s creek: 7th
sugar or salt: sugar
silver or gold: silver
tongue or belly button ring: belly
chocolate or flowers: chocolate
color or black and white photos: color
sunrise or sunset: sunset
m&m or skittles: skittles
rap or rock: rap
stay up late or sleep in: stay up late
TV or radio: teevee
hot or cold: hotttttttttttt
taller members of the opposite sex or shorter: taller?

sun or moon: moon
diamond or ruby: diamonds
left or right: right
10 acquaintances or one best friend: the best friends ive got
kids or no kids: kids
cat or dog: dogs
the glass is half empty or half full: half full

newspaper or magazine: magazine
spring or fall: spring
give or receive: give
rain or snow: rain
a year of hot sex or lifetime of friendship: friendship
happy or sad: happy
wonder or amazement: amazement
McDonalds or burger king: BK or neither lol
Mexican or Italian food: italian
lights on or off: lights..on or off lol
duct tape or scotch tape: scotch
candy or soda: soda
a house in the country or city: country
converse or DC: converse (lol samiiiiiii wtf!)
Do or don’t like this survey: um cool school bye!!

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 14:25:17 GMT

i had the best weekend of my life. on january 8th, my campfriends and home friends all went to the city to celebrate my bday that was a month ago, because me and my campfriends get together alot so since they knew my home friends, some of them. i was like cool. but anyways, from home it was mel, jay, shari, steph, sami, susan, james, bruce, shawn, adam and later on it was matt, and in the morning justin came too. we missed the train to the city but then we made the next one. randi was supposed to meet us at the train but she left and went to jackies, cuz we werent there. lol we were late as usual. then we got to the city, waited for linz at the station! omgod but the train ride was so much. cory and jen were with us too! yay. then we walked in the rain all the way to the grand central, and met up with dana at mcdonalds. (ew no we didnt eat there!) lol. franny lana anya lauren all supposed to come but couldnt. sam, shawn, massover. more campfriends supposed to be there. =/ but anyways. dana came alone!? cool can noone ditch her. anyways. we all walked over to mars2112. went in the spaceship haha, became friends with the professor guy and then got to the resturant. it wasnt awesome food at all haha. but yeah we then me and susan were leaving and we were stuck in this elevator closed door dark room ahh and it was a count down we didnt know what was happening haha we got down. then we became friends with qtpie. pulling on her 3 random huge strands of hair. cool. omg and shanna couldnt come =[ k um not cool. best friend? but yea, so then we were supposed to walk around and shop but like the weather and lateness caused problems. so we all just got under umbrellas and shit. then we walked by broadway, and saw all the billboards and jess and i saw me, jay and shannas names up in lights! hollahhh..on billboards, and posters =P..sooner or later! haha but yeah. we made this random song it was weird jay just weird. then we got home around 7 and ash and chel were supposed to come! but they couldnt cuz we couldnt find their number and it wound up being so late. but yeah, also becky sorry aly didnt let you come! i love you anyways. she can be a whore of a sister, sometimes. =D hehe. so yeah, we got back. got pizza. my mom was so gay. and yup. SHE DID FIND A BOTTLE OF RUSSIAN VODKA! dammnit. but omg-i told her this story of random kids like walking around my house and they came in and started drinking but we kicked them out okay cool. then she finally left. shes a dumbass lol. then we had the house to our self for the night. lainy, mara, jac, coops, dana, karp and others came over. and it was a huge ass sleepover. omg like 22 kids slept over my house and my mom and dad both slept at my moms house. we were at my dads. um theyre cool. someways? we got beer, and vodka, whiskey other shit. and it was fucking amazing. mel and i slept with matt haha in my room. cory and jay slept in a room. adam aly shari james and steph slept in my dads bed. and YES for the FIRST of MANY times i will remind steph and shari of this is. they fell asleep with my dads underwear in their hands. pretty cute. id think. but like thats just me. haha it was so fun! ..we were all having major orgys. shawn and linz were down stairs in my den. and in the livingroom was my campfriends, and then susan and jen. sammy couldnt come :( but i love her so much and miss her. and also. jen mui did NOT come. thanks alot love. but yea so anyways, it was so much fun. we didnt sleep one bit. melanie and jana are fucking kinky bitches. we stripped matt naked, got chocolate syrup and chocolate pudding. mmm good. and drew a heart and an a M and a J on his stomach and licked it off. um-..k next time dad dont buy SUGAR FREE DIET CHOCOLATE SYRUP. it was gross so i was having fun and i spread the heart M, and J all over his body! haha. face too. yeah he went to wash it off. and it was so funny. ahaha but then we went back, at first we hid his boxers in adams guitar case. whoops. i did let adam know this though. mel and i were being crazy girls. haha. KINKAAY bffs. so then we had fun. and yeah, before sleeping. we all were like in my dads room? which jay left a tape of her dad stripping. yes. OUR DADS ARE PHYSCOTIC HORNY NICE GENEROUS JUST WEIRD SLUTBAGS! haha condemned. and random. but yea, so my dad probably watched the tape, cuz hes cool like that. question..why was jays dad in a band, stripping. answer. there is none =] question..why does my dad buy chocolate diet sugar free syrup? answer. there is none =] bye. haha i love you jess. and you are the funniest girl on the planet. most festering peice of best friend ive ever seen! yeah so aly, shari, steph, jay, adam, matt, randi, all of us were in my dads room and like jay was going crazy. like we're all sitting on top of everyone, and all of a sudden i start like vibrating (speaking of vibrating, thanks james and bruce for not getting me that VIBRATOR you promised me when you disapeared from the group to go to a gay strip club, and to get fake ids!) question. why are my best friends in a gay strip club? answer. the world may NEVER know. i love you jamie..brucie <3 bffae. but anyways, the bed starts like shaking and shit. and i turn around and im like WHATS GOING ON JESS. and matt was just fucked up haha. and like then shes like NOTHING. and im like um okay lol. and it happens again but this story is pointless. cuz i cant tell you what was GOING on!! haha. so yeah it was an awesome party. some arguments with campfriends and homefriends but other than that. beer brings everyone together. haha <3 i love you ceh! so glad i got to see you and im sorry if your mad =[ karp your my life. and sorry that you girls, had to wake up to adam screaming on his guitar, james fucking stoned, drunk AGAIN, and screaming how he wants to go streaking, or you girls having to listen to brucie snoring..? haha hes a funny one. shanna wish you could have been there. so thank you so much girls. then in the morning, we got town bagels, and shit. justin rode his scooter over. I DID say scooter! haha then when everyone left. it was me jay and shari so we went to ihop for lunch ahha randomly sang there, and for this women OUR favorite line of OUR favorite song. that we WROTE! and she was like christina aguilera. and we're like K cuz shes not our IDOL or anything haa it was funny. then we walked to shoprite, walked back. sharis dad picked us up. drove us home and that was it. slept. supposed to hang with shanna and jay and practice, the songs. and call SOME VIP !! but it didnt work out. so yeah, now its the next morning, i woke up late felt like i was gonna throw up. and my dads being randomly physcotic so fuck going to school today. im all ready. linz is coming to the school at like 12ish. and maybe thursday shes coming to school with me. we're going to the mall or something. meeting up with friends. thanks all of you guys. coop jac mara lain dana linz jen cory randi sami (wish u slept over!) susan mel jay shari steph james bruce matt shawn justin aly adam and everyone eles. you guys are the best. and btw, everyone was mad at me cuz they thought it was a party but it was really meant to be for my campfriends, and then some homefriends but it wound up being overpowering. but thats what happens with things like this. I LOVE YOU <3

call the cell.4281097

..i dont know if im over him. whats the point anyways?

when it gets to the point i like him, i just never get the chance, anymore.

its been an awesome weekend. stay beautiful CAMPEAGLEHILLERS <3

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 22:31:57 GMT

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Wear more lacy black lingerie.

Get your resolution here

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 17:30:24 GMT

cool well im in florida and its cool i guess.

i guess im just a little upset about somethings.

for instance "me being annoying"

i wish i could just tell him.

but i cant.

he wont even talk to me

people always tell me

that hes annoying and they

cant stand him touching them

but i always stick up for him

im always like hes the coolest

guy like ever.

..i dont know what to do

im really upset.

..im supposed to see jessi soon and chill w/ shari in florida. and i miss everyone. melanie especially <3 shes the bestest girl in the world <3

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 23:16:23 GMT

randommmmmmmmmm

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 23:13:45 GMT

can i not be like a drunk cat..
ahhhhhhh susan thinks i look like
a cat..aww :( .. minnie rip!
<3 miss u so much !! ..

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 23:10:50 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Jana
Birthday:	December 4
Birthplace:	LI
Current Location:	plainview
Eye Color:	green
Hair Color:	blonde
Height:	5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right handed
Your Heritage:	jewish..american haha
The Shoes You Wore Today:	puma sneakers
Your Weakness:	saying NO
Your Fears:	heights, death
Your Perfect Pizza:	crispino =]
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	pass global for the first time maybe?
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	random..
Thoughts First Waking Up:	my parents are gayasses
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes
Your Bedtime:	2 in the morning. thanks bajollz
Your Most Missed Memory:	cruise =[
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither?
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	yuck
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	its all i do
Do you Shower Daily:	3 times a day and a bubble bath =]
Have you Been in Love:	yes i have
Do you want to go to College:	yea
Do you want to get Married:	holluh
Do you belive in yourself:	i do
Do you get Motion Sickness:	sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:	nah
Are you a Health Freak:	..not really?
Do you get along with your Parents:	no
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yup
Do you play an Instrument:	haha no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nah, i needed time to think
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yup
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	i wish
In the past month have you been on Stage:	..not in the past month
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	haha samis the tease =] miss the cruise !!
Ever been Beaten up:	um haha i mostly do that..jay and steph <3 haha ilu
Ever Shoplifted:	yup haha cozumel, mexico baby..tager!
How do you want to Die:	..dont like this subject!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	singer
What country would you most like to Visit:	california
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	green, dark brown
Favourite Hair Color:	brown, blonde
Short or Long Hair:	long, short haha it depends
Height:	doesnt matter haha im short
Weight:	idk..?
Best Clothing Style:	abercrombie
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none
Number of CDs I own:	like 10 i dont buy them
Number of Piercings:	2
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	3839829824902189203842942342
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 21:33:04 GMT

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
hmmm =D ..hooked up with sami for 3893893 diff cameras and video cameras, we are probably on kazaa or something haha. who knows. teens from the cruise, from all over the country have it though. pretty hot !
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i still bite my nails..like can i not?
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
umm..maybe

4. Did anyone close to you die?
suzanne, ill love you forever and miss you always

5. What countries did you visit?
jamacia, cayman islands, cozumel mexico, labadee haiti ..ly tagez
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
nice nails ? lol
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
the day when we all chilled at the block and i was pullin lee kriendels finger, lee kesslers phone was going off with this random ring tone, and susan and alex were chasing melanie with puppy!
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
prob passing summer school haha.. or going on adderall !
9. What was your biggest failure?
global..now ask me my biggest failure.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
laringitus, like can i not? ..oh and me and the girls (laur aly lital ash toni and others) were dancin at litals and ash fell on me yup (LOVE YOU)..and i like broke my foot and ..no1 believed me. and then they all thought i could literally walk all the way from litals to town bagel but i couldnt make it so aly tried to hold me but she dropped me..on my foot. thats cool though. cuz its aly. and thats aly =] dumass..then ..they left me on the street so i had to hop across and get in a car w/ a random stranger back to litals..SO YES!!! ..injury

11. What was the best thing you bought?

digital camera that the guy that works on my house stole? but cool
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
my friends.......if that question was asked right?

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
someone that COVERS all of PLAINVIEW now ..that shes here =]

14. Where did most of your money go?
cpk..or overtipping the dominoes delivery man?! ..or obvs to sami..when she ...and then i...=] hahahahahaa
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
going to camp and then fucking not! ..then going to visiting day and then fucking not! ..and NOW!! seeing my hott campfriends <3
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
every song thats overplayed on the radio. but aright
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier ..w/ myself?
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? hmm well im daddys little girl =]

haha jk

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
..umm i wish i did more thinking before acting
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER ME
20. How will you be spending Christmas/Hanukah?
...this vaca i beeeeeee havin fun in the sun..w/ grams (fl)

21. What was the most embarrassing thing that happened to you in 2004?
i hugged a random kid..(whos now the hottest guy i know!) haha ly lee <3
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
yes..i did and i cant get out

23. How many one-night stands?
i dont go for that..

24. What was your favorite TV program?
spongebob haha and roseanne .. suez <33
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yup..i got a list
26. What was the best book you read?

definately..dont know?
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
..umm that me and shanna need to be singers now?
28. What did you want and get?
tips =] ..and a cruise with my bestest friend in the universe, sami <33
29. What did you want and not get?
belly button ring but i will..holluh
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
butterfly effect ..all time and but im a cheerleader! haha jess i love u<3
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
my bday was a few weeks ago..im 15. and i chilled with my hotties, watched it. cpk met random hottnesses..
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
a guy that doesnt just want me for my body ..=[ there once was a guy..
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
...um if i knew what it meant, then maybe....!?
34. What kept you sane?
shanna
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
christina aguilera..no questions asked
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
dont pay attention to any of that
37. Who did you miss?
cruise friends by far! and my amazing campBfriends..
38. Who was the best new person you met?
new? um jaclyn. shes new lol
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
..try not to let people walk all over me =/ i let it happen all the time

well this is cool..today = monday! 1st day of snow. hot! <3

linz is sleeping over and comin to school with me tommorrow

can she not be the sexiest girl in the world!? i love her <3

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 07:45:46 GMT

yesterday i didnt really do anything but sleep and then today i got a manicure and pedicure and then my hair done while my mom went to go get lauren and dana from the train station!..ahh!! then we all got ready and we went to surprise sarah with the rest of the girls for her sweet sixteen. (love you lainy lauren dana jaclyn franny anya mara) she had no clue. she thought she was going to an annual christmas party that she always goes to but when we said SURPRISE she was fucking surprised! ..then we all danced the night away. ate like cows. and just had the best time. we felt kind of out of the crew because the rest of the people were like old and like dancing like crazy. haha it was so fucking funny. then at like 12 we all went in a limo, falling asleep talking about everything. and then we all got to sarahs house. i left my bag at the hotel. obviously me. then randi came! ahh..missed her so much! and then we came upstairs and just hung out. we're all watching sixteen candles right about now and yea. i love my campfriends like crazy. =] they are the hottest girls i know. and whoa, never knew dana could dance, toward the end of the night, dana was on the chair. haha..its like after 2 now and im still typing this random shit. cuz im cool. and sarahs mom gave out the best goodie bags like ever. pictures will be on my computer asap. well seeing these girls def. made me feel better, about whats happening lately. =/ ..we all opened up karps gifts. and i got her a coach quilt wristlet, jax and lain got her a tiffany necklace, randi got her a pin thats sf cute, and a jewelery holder thats a women with no head haha. lau got her a matching necklace and bracelet, dana got her the cutest socks ever and lipglosses from sephora and made her an amazing scrapbook of all the years. anya got her a gift certificate to express cuz she didnt want to buy her something that she wouldnt like and..this little gift card came in like a TYE box haha. mara wrapped her gift in paper that goes on walls ahahaahaha and gave a tiny card that had an old woman and man dancing on it haha cuz thats all she had! franny gave her a gift certificate to tiffany. so these are my awesome friends that ill love forever. gonna watch the movie cuz its like an awesome movie. haha peace..!

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 20:08:14 GMT

mel and i got the highest grades in english! holluh..fun studyin w/ her. shes my best friend! ahh i love her! .. then yesterday she came over my house to "study" for fridays english test. we went to lapiazza! yum. then harmon!. today was so horrible ugh. seriously, im so upset! :( :( :( ..

..anytime you need a friend
i will be here
never be alone again..
- mariah carey

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